It's me... again

It's a simple Saturday... Nothing special, nothing out of this worlds. I'm waiting for snow, for special moments. The busy days spent on learning have killed me morally, because then... I was at a little step from forgetting even what is my name... But to be sincere, I was even ready to fall in love, which is so ... irresponsible)))
I was very surprised when I found out, after listening to the radio Kiss FM that the scientists had included love in the list of dangerous diseases. It is called F63 and I'll share the symptoms written on wikipedia.org:

Symptoms

• Clammy hands and dry mouth are symptoms of being love sick.
• When the lover is not nearby, the love sick person may feel bereft, depressed, moody, tearful, anxious and preoccupied. The love sick person may also experience loss of appetite.
• A rapid heartbeat and other common effects of great excitement may occur upon seeing the lover, more so than usual.
• Confusion may result from anxiety around the lover. Stuttering, staring and clumsiness are all aspects of this symptom.

So, Love became something scary for me, because even in the days after receiving this information I continued to act in ways I would never behave for sure. I'm so surprised by myself sometimes that I stop having an absolutelly outlined self-image.

But this is also exaggerated... I'm sure that one day, I'll be ready to give my all to the person I trully love and this day is not today, simply because I'm not in love and ... I'll just continue to dream of the prince that will come after some years when I'll become a complete personality. Till then, I'm waiting for the real Winter that doesn't want to come in Chisinau, for Santa Claus and some memories I would never forget. I will try to enjoy every moment of my life the way it is and not to run into future. I will try to write on my blog more often, just for the joy it brings to me everytime I complete this page with new ideas. I will be myself.